oh my fucking god!!!! i got a message from my ex/boyfreind (i'm not really sure if we're still going out iz fails -_-) anyway i'm really nervous even though i still did go done repling to him. man i'm weak >.<"""" i'm shaking just thinking about him even though i kno i shouldn't be with him!! at first i was like then the nerves kicked in. his the only guy that made me feel special n really loved n yet i kno he's a jerk n all n that i deserve more but i can't help but feel nervous when i talk to him even by e-mail idk wat to do about him....

thanks 4 lettin me get this off of my chest, but i'd like soem advise plz >.<